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Do you know this feeling?
This intense feeling lingers, Call it pain, call it sorrow or what is it I wonder. This feeling tags along when you sip on the JD, The haziness the mind feels and the memories begins to titillate you see. Close your eyes to shun it away, The eyes revolt and they shed blood day byContinue reading “Do you know this feeling?”
…- – -…
Ten steps ahead, Look at me, I am fine. Then 50 steps behind, Tears fall and I sigh… There is no escaping from you, How far can I run from my demons too. They live inside of me, Waiting for me to fall and they see, My anguish and pain but they howl with me,Continue reading “…- – -…”
The Fucking Time Capsule
Journaling was one thing which always remained constant in my life. Sometimes it gets really tiring, and I have these journals lying around which holds my life, my fears, my dreams and hopes all penned down. Journaling evolved through the years and I begun to add pictures – as you know Pictures says a thousandContinue reading “The Fucking Time Capsule”
Single Mom explores – Dating App Chronicles
Disclaimer : The interaction I am sharing with you guys happened almost a year ago. The below viewpoints were based on what my mindset was at that moment. I have evolved over the months and I have shed a lot of unnecessary notions on how the world works. Forgive me, if I sound offensive. IContinue reading “Single Mom explores – Dating App Chronicles”
Happy Birthday – Covid Chronicles
Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday to me. From past (fucked up and depressing life) to new, From old (fucked up ex) to new, May good luck go with me ( and forever stay ) And happiness too! *blows the candle
Random musings: The things life made me see when things were rough.
Acknowledging the people who are there for me. There is a reason why people come into your lives. The things friends do probably more than what siblings can offer at that moment, the leap of faith they take for you is almost divine. The child in your house, who sees you beautiful no matter howContinue reading “Random musings: The things life made me see when things were rough.”
Turbulence
This may sound crazy,Crazy is what my life is right now,Probably you have entered in the eye of my hurricane,Got a glimpse of you and then gone ….forever. Were you real, I really cannot figure out,Was my mind playing tricks on me and the heart playing about?In the eye of my hurricane, how did youContinue reading “Turbulence”
How my brain interpreted my horoscope for today
Today’s horoscope : Les Eyes: “Try as you might to make someone else happy today, it may not be possible.” Le Brain: This will definitely be about my child, as she has become a grouchy monster staying at home. Due lack of social interaction, she has acquired special set of skills of conveying her disgruntleContinue reading “How my brain interpreted my horoscope for today”
N.U.M.B
My heart playing tricks with my mind, Mirages and memories splay themselves in an absolute seduction, Mind playing tricks with my heart, Memories and regret stabbing themselves in self-destruction. Body is on auto-pilot, doing what it does – Numb, Eyes occasionally flutter dampness due to the whirlpool within, Familiar scents tingle the body like ecstasy,Continue reading “N.U.M.B”
THE CHOICE
What does my heart desire, what sets it on fire, Eyes wander into unknown, Mind tangled in the endless clutter that I do not own, The moon trains its eyes on me, as the clouds parts away the vulnerability within me. The light in fury, wind pushing me around like a bully, My hair dancingContinue reading “THE CHOICE”
Silent hums
I let the rain drench me as my being cries, The cold water drops against the warm stream on my face, Numb me universe from the pain I feel, Surround me in cold so that I do not remember your warmth. My heart wants to sway to the thunder, Wishing the lightning strikes and igniteContinue reading “Silent hums”
Short Story for Busy Readers – 1
As I walk through the mystical woods of forbidden things, I came across a beautiful basket beside a huge tree. The basket was made of straw. It was partially covered, satin fabric flowing out as something moved inside of it. The basket has a big bow at the handle. I thought to myself it wouldContinue reading “Short Story for Busy Readers – 1”
Taming my heart
I wish I could go back in time, I wish I could reciprocate my feelings when I had a chance. I wish I could love you the way you loved me, I was a fool; I did not see it would end this way. I asked for another chance at life, Despite for the fact,Continue reading “Taming my heart”
Tough Times
Wednesday, August 05, 2020 11:59 AM I sometimes internally think that I am handling it all well and I feel empowered and powerful. All until, you get the papers for divorce. The world seems to crumble at your feet. Pretty fucked up, I must say. I muster this courage to flap those wings, feel theContinue reading “Tough Times”
Blind
Coming to my senses, finally things are clear, How could I be so stupid and wished I was a seer, Blinded in my love for you, Thought it was the same for you. How feeble is your love I see, So shallow and fake as thee. A woman in love is what you saw, TheContinue reading “Blind”
Chance
Let us give us a chance again in Love, Let us give each other a chance in Love somehow. Somewhere down the lane, we thought we held each other’s hand, However, in reality, we walked further away into some devious wonderland. A wonderland of deceit but beautiful creatures, Creatures that shaped to your heart’s secretContinue reading “Chance”
If Only..
If only you could see my love, If only you could ease my pain. If only you could hold my tears, If only you could touch my soul. If only you could see what you do to my heart, If only you could understand what you, do to me. If only you could only beContinue reading “If Only..”
G.R.A.T.I.T.U.D.E
Thank you. To those 10 people who are following me. To the many, who liked and read my posts. It’s people like you who knowingly and unknowingly make a difference in my life. I do have my regrets as some posts are just rants or of bad taste. However, you guys make me feel otherwise.Continue reading “G.R.A.T.I.T.U.D.E”
Will you get this rant ? : Covid-19 Chronicles
Tuesday, June 2, 2020 5:12 PM One can never be prepared for what is to happen, no matter how much we scale and anticipate all the possible scenarios. One would feel so lost and would not want to move on anymore. Everything may seem so pointless. One would think that the most painful moment wouldContinue reading “Will you get this rant ? : Covid-19 Chronicles”
Death not in vain
Saturday, May 30, 2020 6:28 PM Life is at a halt, behind the window screens, Behind the masks of blue and green. The sun and moon takes its course, Unfaltering and silent, saying prayers to its ultimate source. How are we defined I ask and wonder, Bullets as loud and scary as thunder, People dieContinue reading “Death not in vain”
My Window Aisle
Wednesday, May 27, 2020 3:00 PM There is nothing significant about my window. A metal frame which houses the glass. This was the neglected part of the house. My windows collect dust on the outside , Hence the view is obscured making it least interesting to peer to the outside world. This was until lastContinue reading “My Window Aisle”
Book of the decade!
Let me introduce you to one of my journals. This journal, I once thought held the best times of life and now it’s just a collection of painfully “happy” memories. Prayers for a better life and better future. Year 2011 to Year 2013. My marriage , the birth of my child and life in-between thisContinue reading “Book of the decade!”
C.H.E.C.K. – Covid – 19 Chronicles.
Thursday, May 14, 2020 2:21 PM Changed the tapestry into something more inspiring The woman in the tapestry reminds me to be more fierce and bold. Such an energy and positive vibes it gives out. Dusted the dreamcatchers Dreamcatchers reminds me that no nightmare is worse than the nightmare that walked away. Meditated for aContinue reading “C.H.E.C.K. – Covid – 19 Chronicles.”
Not good enough – Covid-19 Chronicles
Wednesday, May 13, 2020 4:07 PM I was furious. My heart thumped so hard and fast. I felt the blood rush and I was panting. My 5 year old child said something and it hurt … I told her not to talk to the teacher in-between the e-learning class. She stomped her feet around andContinue reading “Not good enough – Covid-19 Chronicles”
Dream : Covid-19 Chronicles
Wednesday, May 6, 2020 6:11 PM I dreamt of my ex today. It was a morning dream. We were laughing like the good old days and suddenly he asked me to forget what happened in the past and wanted to get back to me. Dread. I replied with a no as I didn’t want toContinue reading “Dream : Covid-19 Chronicles”
Weekend Covid-19 Chronicles
Saturday, May 2, 2020 9:38 PM This weekend was different. I did Nothing. Literally Nothing…. Work – related i.e. But the regret of doing nothing work related looms over my head. Which is unfair ’cause everyone deserves a fucking break once a while. It’s times like these you realize how much you miss on someContinue reading “Weekend Covid-19 Chronicles”
Morning Thoughts – Covid-19 Chronicles
Friday, May 1, 2020 12:02 PM Another month goes by and I cant even say if it went by quick or slow. The kids have settled in with the e-learning and I have got used to working round the clock. However, the Hulk still looms and it is highly unpredictable. The hulk has evolved partiallyContinue reading “Morning Thoughts – Covid-19 Chronicles”
Mood for this week !
#mymood
Cynical Me – The COVID-19 Chronicles.
1. It could get a whole lot worse if I was stuck with my ex. 2. Patience is a lost virtue. 3. E-learning is the new shit. 4. We all have that lurking hulk within us – Always angry and waiting to lash out. 5. No amounts of self-care at home can make you feelContinue reading “Cynical Me – The COVID-19 Chronicles.”
Rant continues…
Has it ever happened to you that when you decided to be more focused and consistent in something … let’s say like say writing a blog – the next moment it fizzes out. Yeah, this pretty much this happened to me. Look at me – I took almost half a day to put the site onlineContinue reading “Rant continues…”
Right Now : Where I am at
Let me put this out to anyone who might resonate with me…my life now let me put it as simple as possible. My reality – My happily ever after was actually the beginning of a fucking horror movie Now since, you may have probably no idea wtf I am talking about, I mean I evenContinue reading “Right Now : Where I am at”
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